Sunday, January 24, 2010

Day 85 - Cooperation

I can't find no, cooperation.  Which leads to no satisfaction.

Why can't people just do what I want them to do?

Why can't people think like me?

Why are people so delusional about themselves?

Why I am a throwing a fit because I can't have my way?

This always happens.  As soon as I get super organized and work like crazy hard I start to get - crazy.

Crazy with power.

Crazy with control.

Crazy with criticism.

I have lost all sense of balance (and I even did yoga this morning.)

My mantra - I am not God.  I do not control the world.  My ideas aren't perfect.  I don't get to make all of the decisions.  Other people get to make their own decisions.  I can't fix everything.  I need to focus on me and my faults instead of trying to fix everyone else's.  I am not God.

Breathe.

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